Sept. 8, 2019
I’m not feeling very motivated or inspirational today! I didn’t sleep well and I feel sick to my stomach. I even called out of work…
I’m not sure if it came through in my earlier posts or not! I hope they were at least ok!
What happened? Well, I won’t go into great detail but my boyfriend and I got into a huge fight last night! It all comes down to trust and respect, or the loss of it on my end. He didn’t cheat on me or anything like that. He says he would never cheat on me. Getting my trust back and feeling respected is going to take some work on his part. Will I ever be able to fully trust him again?
So, that’s as far as I’ll go. For now anyway.
I rarely ever post anything about my personal life – nothing like this, at least. And I haven’t really said anything that personal, just need to get this off of my mind and hopefully feel better. Also to let you know that my normal inspiration won’t be found today! Maybe later, who knows. But for now, all I want to do is go somewhere far far away and maybe never come back! Scratch that…I just want to be happy. Again!! (I know that this to shall pass, and it’s just a temporary set back, but the moment of it hurts.)
Maybe someone can send some inspiration my way!
Hope everyone has a great day, or at least better than I’m having!