my soul is tired

June 18, 2021

I’m tired…just tired.

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Everything seems to be exhausting me
No matter how much sleep I get
Or how much coffee I drink
It never seems to be enough
my soul is tired
or so it seems

We have a family reunion to go to tomorrow…maybe it’s just that. Maybe I’m just worried how things will go… I feel like this is it, there will be no more reunions after this. The vaccination thing is troublesome as well. As you know, no one in this household has gotten nor will we get the jab. Could this be an issue?
Anyway, no one shows up. Last year there were six of us, Corona virus was to blame. This year will probably be the same – even though we moved the location, hoping it would help. I sent out an email earlier this week, so far my predictions seem to be correct.
The reunions have been going on since 1946, when my great grandmother passed away and all the sisters decided that they needed to get together once a year. It sucks that it might end after all these years, but it is what it is, if it’s supposed to be that way. One thing I do know is that I don’t want to go through this again next year…it’s exhausting.
Just get through tomorrow and see how things go. That’s all I can do, right? I guess I’ll let you know how things go…one way or another.

She’s strong
But she’s
Exhausted

~ R.H. Sin

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hope you have a hreat day!
thanks for stopping by!!

“Once you know who you really are, being is enough. You feel neither superior to anyone nor inferior to anyone and you have no need for approval because you’ve awakened to your own infinite worth.”

~ Deepak Chopra

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Let it hurt
Let it heal
Let it go

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take care
stay safe
much love

18 Comments on “my soul is tired

  1. Anxiety can cause exhaustion so it could be just that. Hang on tight, it’ll all turn out okay 🙂

      • There’s a few things going on in my head…the masks, vaxxes…but also, if we decide to not to hold any future reunions, people will be upset. The one’s that cry the loudest are the one’s that don’t put any effort in. I know I’m pretty much done with the reunions…

      • I completely understand that! It’s going on in my family and my wife’s. It’s sad.

        When key people in the family pass there’s no glue to hold anything together.

      • I believe you are probably right. The only thing I can do now is wait and see…

      • the hardest part is the reality of it, come Sunday I will know what I need to do to move on. I’ll get through this come hell or high water, as the saying goes.
        🙂

  2. I love the quotes very much. Let it hurt, let it heal, let it go. Also the one by Deepac – being is enough. You being there tomorrow is enough. Much love.

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